I knew it might happen - I KEPT saying to Mark we MUST do this tonight, don't let me forget and we kept forgetting.
This makes me DOUBLE stupid because I knew it might happen :(
We were stretching our finances in going in the first place, both of us are really broke, in a way I feel like we shouldn't have decided to go in the first place.
I feel bad mostly for Paul as I really feel I'm letting him down massively :( :(
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Date: 2008-02-11 11:09 am (UTC)This makes me DOUBLE stupid because I knew it might happen :(
We were stretching our finances in going in the first place, both of us are really broke, in a way I feel like we shouldn't have decided to go in the first place.
I feel bad mostly for Paul as I really feel I'm letting him down massively :( :(