I think i treat true and honest friends well, i certainly intend to. I can take out my frustrations out on them sometimes, which is wrong of me, maybe i do that because subconciously i feel they will forgive me, being true friends. And close friends know be well enough to not take it persoanally, and to tell me when i'm doing that, because sometimes i'm really not aware of it.
I don't always treat people the way they deserve. i think sometimes i'm crule to people that don't deserve it, and sometimes nice to peoples faces when i'd much rather slap them.
of course, most oif the above is true of an awful lot of humanity, and i don't think any of it is a particular failing limited to me.
None of my personality is a front, and all of my personality is a front. It depends who i feel like when i wake up in the morning. TBPH, i really don't know myself. I didn't like whio i was when i was younger, i didn't like who i wsa up until i was about 20. Then i found Emmeline May, and she kind of took over the Emmie i'd never liked. God know where crisis:reinvention came from. she's a bit scarey. but fun.
I guess the part of me that is nice to people i want to slap is a front. And the part of me that always aims to be energetic and fun in company, even when i am ill and exhausted and want to crawl in a ball and sleep, that's front too.
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Date: 2003-05-16 05:10 am (UTC)I don't always treat people the way they deserve. i think sometimes i'm crule to people that don't deserve it, and sometimes nice to peoples faces when i'd much rather slap them.
of course, most oif the above is true of an awful lot of humanity, and i don't think any of it is a particular failing limited to me.
None of my personality is a front, and all of my personality is a front. It depends who i feel like when i wake up in the morning. TBPH, i really don't know myself. I didn't like whio i was when i was younger, i didn't like who i wsa up until i was about 20. Then i found Emmeline May, and she kind of took over the Emmie i'd never liked. God know where crisis:reinvention came from. she's a bit scarey. but fun.
I guess the part of me that is nice to people i want to slap is a front. And the part of me that always aims to be energetic and fun in company, even when i am ill and exhausted and want to crawl in a ball and sleep, that's front too.
hmmm. this will bear some thinking about.
good questions!